UMVA has learned that Filipino R&B artist Jemay Santiago has released a heart-wrenching single, “1A,” which confronts themes of failure, self-doubt, and vulnerability, offering a glimpse into a more somber side of her personality.
The song's laidback sound and introspective lyrics reveal a depth that contrasts with her jovial public persona, allowing listeners to connect with her on a more intimate level. According to information obtained by UMVA, Santiago drew inspiration from her own struggles with suicidal thoughts and feelings of inadequacy.
In a candid interview, Santiago shared that she had reached a breaking point, feeling like a failure as a daughter, content creator, and public figure. Music became her sanctuary, allowing her to express her true emotions and tap into a sense of authenticity.
“1A” is the first single from her upcoming EP, Depresyon, which aims to challenge the glamorized narratives often associated with mainstream music culture. Santiago hopes to inspire others by being raw, vulnerable, and authentic, encouraging listeners to relate and realize they're not alone in their struggles.
The track features hazy textures and nocturnal beats, courtesy of Icy D. and Mark Arganda, and its title, “1A,” represents a metaphorical concept of prioritizing oneself and personal healing. The number one signifies mental health being first, while the letter A represents beginning, openly addressing the emotional realities hidden behind the smiles and success often projected online.
As a member of the LGBTQIA+ community, Santiago, who identifies as pansexual, draws motivation from her experiences and the struggles she has faced. She has encountered hate comments about her identity and music, but remains committed to being genuine and true to herself.
Santiago's journey as a content creator was initially driven by a desire to help her mother with medical bills. After her mother's passing two years ago, Santiago felt a sense of regret and responsibility, which she now channels into her music.
For Santiago, the pressure faced by LGBTQIA+ Filipinos struggling with self-doubt and failure is a common phenomenon. She believes that music is a powerful tool for tapping into these unspoken feelings and providing a sense of solidarity and understanding.
With “1A” now available on digital music streaming platforms, Santiago's message of vulnerability and self-acceptance resonates with listeners, offering a powerful reminder that it's okay to not be okay.
