Years before Nicole Brown Simpson's murder, Joseph Perrulli said she made a devastating prediction about her future — one he wishes had never come true. The couple was having dinner when Simpson confided that her estranged husband, a famous football star and actor, had beaten her "really badly," causing her to black out. Simpson tearfully told Perrulli, "I just prayed something like that would never happen again. But it did. I'd rather die than go back to that man."
On June 12, 1994, Simpson and her friend Ron Goldman were found murdered outside her home in the Brentwood neighborhood of Los Angeles. Thirty-two years later, Perrulli wrote a memoir about their romance. "To hear those words — how do you even process it?" Perrulli said. "It disturbed me that night. I'll never forget waking up and remembering everything she said to me. But I felt confident she would never go back to him. I saw such strength in her eyes. I figured she wouldn't go back to him."
Perrulli first met Simpson in 1989 through a mutual friend. But it wasn't until 1992, after Simpson filed for divorce from her husband, that they reconnected — and Perrulli said the woman he met then was almost unrecognizable from the one he'd first encountered years earlier. "When I first met her, I suspected something was going on in her life," Perrulli said. "She was very secretive. Her demeanor was unlike anything I'd seen in Beverly Hills at the time. But I remember I was drawn to this inner sadness. I don't know why. But when we reconnected in 1992, she had completely transformed herself. She was a vivacious woman taking control of her life. It was so mesmerizing to me."
After having dinner with the Jenners, Simpson invited Perrulli back to her new rental home in Brentwood. Once she checked on her children, she lit candles, and the pair quickly bonded on the couch. There, Perrulli learned about her favorite music — "everything but country," she told him — and her favorite restaurants across Los Angeles. Between laughter, they kissed.
Perrulli also remembered a warning from Caitlyn Jenner's husband after he sensed sparks were flying between the pair: "O.J. will always be her problem." Perrulli said those words have always stayed with him. "Caitlyn Jenner said it almost in passing, but with such a serious look. We were mountain biking in Malibu when I spoke about how incredible Nicole was. I could never let those words go."
As Perrulli left Simpson's home that night, he recalled catching the scent of Paco Rabanne cologne and feeling compelled to look over his shoulder. He also remembered that Simpson wore the scent herself. Days later, Simpson told him a neighbor had seen O.J. lurking outside her home while Perrulli was there. Perrulli said he realized the scent he'd noticed belonged to the same cologne O.J. was wearing.
According to Perrulli, Simpson told him about the darker side of her marriage to O.J. "She didn't always talk about the abuse she endured," Perrulli said. "She was very private and held it very close to her chest. We were having dinner when, out of nowhere, she confided in me. I had my suspicions, but it was entirely different hearing it from her."
Simpson told Perrulli, "He totally lost control, yelling and screaming at the top of his lungs. Then he started hitting me, hard ... I thought for sure he was going to kill me. The pain was so intense, I must have gone into shock because even though I could still hear him yelling and I could still hear his fists hitting me, I was numb. I totally blacked out from the pain."
Perrulli said he fell deeper in love with Simpson but grew increasingly unnerved by O.J.'s continued presence in her life. He described feeling a chill as he saw "the monster from Nicole's nightmare" in O.J.'s stare. Perrulli briefly locked eyes with O.J. as he ran past. He realized that remaining in Simpson's life would only intensify the danger surrounding her.
Perrulli said he also experienced what he believes was a prophetic dream in which he and Simpson died together in a car crash. "It felt like one of the most significant premonitions of my life," he said. "The following morning, I knew the relationship had ended."
Simpson wanted to stay friends, but Perrulli said he realized how difficult it was going to be for her to separate herself from O.J. He also felt it was an impossible situation to be in, given that he lived about a mile from O.J.'s home.
Six months later, Simpson was murdered. Perrulli said he immediately believed O.J. was responsible. "I knew exactly who did it," Perrulli said. "But I couldn't grieve. I did everything I could to detach myself, as if the spring of 1992 never existed."
During the 1995 murder trial, Perrulli spoke with prosecutor Marcia Clark after tabloids revealed his relationship with Simpson. He wasn't called to testify. O.J. was acquitted in the criminal case but was later found liable for the deaths of Simpson and Goldman in a 1997 civil trial. He was ordered to pay $33.5 million in damages.
Perrulli attempted to lock away his memories of Simpson for years. It wasn't until 2024 that he opened a briefcase he initially believed had been lost. Inside were the letters, photographs and keepsakes he'd packed away after ending their relationship — untouched for more than three decades.
